Read between the lines

You need no search at the self-help shelves to understand life and your own self, even a simple folktale can be an ultimate eye-opener if you're just willing to read between the lines .

Learn and never ever stop

Don't count the profit by the amount of money you receive or kill to receive a certificate by the end of every undertaking. Learn sincerely, generously, you will never know when you might need what

It's simple

In a materialistic world in which everyone strives and chases after money, I'd like to work for satisfaction.

Old habits die hard

The habits that we pick up at some point of time once fossilized within us won't leave us. Just like a tattoo, we take them everywhere we go, for as long as we live.

Love Thyself

Just like a good book with a well-illustrated cover, the person you are should overpower youself more than your gorgeous hair and hour-glass curves (which is the ultimate stereotype surely), and that is the real deal!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Selfish??? ain't that BAD!

Majority claims naively that selfishness is wrong and that service must be offered in a "selfless" manner. We live in a world that does not recognize the option of rational selfishness but barely assume selfishness as an act of "Hitler" maybe. We are taught from childhood that we must be either self-sacrificing or thoughtlessly "selfish" which can never help it fitting to our "human" society these days.

Selfishness does not denote a self-destructive behavior. Choosing to pursue one's career choice is selfish; choosing to have children  or not to have children  is selfish ( even tough this is not the age to discuss it *winkz*). Demanding freedom rather than living under a dictatorship is selfish. Even crossing the street in a manner to avoid an oncoming car is selfish yet responsible. If this seems too wrong then why don't you let the car drive you straight to heaven.

Again, I maintain that our perception of "selfish" is the problem. Contrary to popular yet undiscovered "fact", all healthy individuals are selfish  (don't blame me if its unfamiliar ). Rational selfishness is the means of living both a moral and psychologically healthy life. So why blindly make a foolish statement selfish people are hitler's babies!!!! (oh well, i made that statement i suppose *giggles*) First of all, do understand the circumstances! Don't simply judge and label people just because you can! Remember!  If you can , so do others!

Sometimes a rational selfish act of your friend might give you an ugly sight concerning him/her. But trust me, if you an observer then you remains one.As for you the dream of being an analyzer is like the blowing wind . It touches you but you can't grab it nor see it!  And just through the touch some act like they have it all. Yeah, as i always say " Keep on dreaming!!" Let see how far you can go.

Well, its a selfish world! What more can i explain on a clear-straight fact! Its your life! Sculpture it with your own tools. The world??!!! duh, you think you can please people?? If its a "yes" then go and start making a kite so you create a good past time while it winds :-p .. If its a clear "NO" then yeah join the club!!!

Happy 2010!!!!


Saturday, December 19, 2009

~Dream Vs Fantasy ~

Now and then we all do envision about things we would like to be different  ; places we would like to visit and people we feel would add something to our lives.

It is actually one thing to have dreams, quite another to live in a fantasy world. fantasy world? hmm something like imagining you are in the fairy land where a pumpkin can be turn into a fantastic coach! well, then all the best in finding a gigantic pumpkin in which you can fit your sculptured body in! . Living in a fantasy "heaven" with nicey-nice pictures framed in your mind is like imagining a star falling right onto your palms! fun isn't it? anyone dare to say it's real?  this is fantasy! imagining thing that are NOT practicable at all! those who have been following my blog will surely be able to predict how much i hate LAME things! My definition of fantasy = super lame!!!  Ain't gonna happen babe!

Ok now hitting on DREAMS! Everything starts with a dream. Look around you. Everything that you can see was once just an idea, a dream in someone's head. Without dreams, we would still be using clubs to hunt for dinner and living in caves like dave the barbarian!!! lolx.. We need dreams for our lives to progress.

But to live in a dream wonderland, where our dreams are out of touch with reality is not healthy at all pals. There are two problems that I see on a daily basis. One is people whose dreams have no connection to the real world, more like the fairly land people living in a land far, far away.. Damn far man! unreachable! They are not dreaming, they are hoping that some magic fairy will fulfill their wishes.

The second and far greater issue is people who are always dreaming of doing the things they are capable of doing but fail to take the action to make those dreams come true. They, frankly speaking we fool ourselves into thinking that if we dream long enough, their dreams will somehow be fulfilled. more like waiting for time to take its course. "let it be" kind of policy..

I do reckon that you need dreams. You must have a vision of a better life. But visions without actions are mere wishes. this message not only dedicated to my readers but also to myself! Finally to all the faithful occupants of the land far ,far away, do pack up!

Good Day


Monday, December 7, 2009

Love is purely SELFISHness !!

"You love only when you're after something inaccessible; you only love what you don't possess"

As i talk about possession, it denotes me talking about selfishness. The need to have, to obtain, to own are real proves for our selfish personality. I am pretty sure this is what teens look for in a relationship MOST of the times. right? answer for yourself pals!

We say we're happy when we are getting involved in a relationship ( the main reason people *fall*). We feel joy when the person next to us loves us and gives her or himself to us. We want to have all she or he could offer. We want to take her or him every thought every feeling every moment of her a life. This is selfishness. But on the other hand what is wrong if we ask the things that we give in return? hehe look who is asking! *chuckles)

It is wrong because love should be a free choice, without any restriction. We should give all that can be given without, note that word "withOUT" asking for something. Only I could say we really love. If we love a flower we love it for its perfume or its color. We love it because we want to love it and we can choose it from many other wonderful looking flowers. This flower has nothing to do or say..o yeah it's basically a flower uh! ;-) It lets itself loved. If we see another one more beautiful we give up to the flower we love and start loving this one. This is a choice made only by us. That is why we are selfish, because we cannot give all we have without obtaining something in return.Humans you see! can't runaway from the facts! We seek for pleasure, tenderness or happiness which make the main aims in living a life!

How about thinking to put ourselves into the flower's place? Are we still happy because someone leaves us for another one? No we are not! We have to struggle we have to fight to maintain the relationship. If we truly love we have to expect nothing, we only have to give a share. But are we capable of doing it? how many of you are?? i bet you keep your mouths shut now! haha good for you..

 well now i have to go!!!


$$ RG$$

Thursday, December 3, 2009

BoRing , AnnOyinG, EXhAusting!!

hmm before the holidays arrive everyone went crazy anticipating it but now?  i am pretty sure, hmm maybe very sure that most of us are done with it! i mean get bored of the holidays routine! when the holidays are short we tend to complain , even when its long we do the same! oh dear!! human beings you see! we can never please ourselves! so do others! but we expect too much some times forgetting this very important fact! haha i don't know why i'm talking about human psychology now! sorry, it has become my habit, more to a daily routine of mine..*giggles*

well guys, boredom kills me! everyday sitting in front of my lappy , "facebooking", blogging, etc.. hmm what else i do?? haihzz don't ask! each time i turn on the tv, nothing interesting will be on air! damn!! so now i've given up on it pals. since its "holidays" i have taken up a new hobby of sleeping! "sleeping as a hobby" well, you should consider that! nice hobby huh? i know i know you people are lovin it! this is the only thing that haven't turn me off YET! we will see about it as time goes by..

going out? hmm thats an interesting one! still, how many times you wanna go out in a week?? where you wanna go? here comes trouble! now you know where i got trapped.. going out can be interesting but it just cant be done in daily basis. it may become another contributor to your boredom.. well experience speaks you see *winks*

now lets talk about what nerds do! reading!!!!!!!!!! plain boring! the last thing i ever want to do! durgh i hate reading, but if its a magazine then i'm cool with it. still i can/will never consider this as a remedy for my boredom! cuz its SO NOT! i would rather sleep!! sounds more like me uh? YES YES its me

in a nutshell ,( such a lame way to start a concluding paragraph) you can never find 1 thing that can burn your boredom to ashes! (oh damn ,i'm lovin this phrase). so why thinking so much! don't tire your brainz k? go and sleep ;-)

trust RG, you can never please yourself!!!!

^ RG^

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


I hate you! i hate your friend! her boy friend is soo awful ! she sucks!  how else you let out when you hate someone soo badly?? hmm trying not to cross certain lines, i prefer not to scribe any bad words here. if i do so then my whole post will be full of it! bcuz that much of new "terrific" words had been discovered by teens nowadays just to show their hatred on someone! oh dear how sweet you guys are!

you pick on  others until you don't have sufficient time to have your meals! well, interesting talk it must have been! yeah its such a pleasure to rant on others! cuz its "OTHERS"! why can't you spare some time in your so-called hectic day to complain about yourself! maybe to mirror yourself....stand in-front of the mirror and imagine such a PERFECT person you are! joke of the year uh? perfect? well by now everyone should have realized that they are not perfect! nobody is PERFECT! sad pathethic..coming to your senses you should be able to realize how stupid you had behaved! hating others? normally you don't hate those of your own blood, victims are mostly friends and colleagues! you know them only for some time. some stories are more tragic as they hate someone without knowing how the person actually looks like! Oh god jokes cant be this funny!

do you people even realize what you guys are really up to?? waking up every morning, thinking about who to gossip about! super lame!! how she dresses up like? how she looks like? what she says? what she wears? whether she sits or walks? oh god you people talk about everything!! she must mean soo much to you! she is nearly your life! lucky girl uh? how come the person you hate soo much can leave such an impact on you until you cant stop thinking about her! dont you think its super lame!!!!just imagine if your loyal listeners turn out to enjoy the gossip ( commonly they will),you become the happy camper!

what i've mentioned above is about haters, here it comes on pretenders! these are people of some other sort! they are like princess without a crown! in front of you OMG such a lovely person, behind you, pops out the ugly wolf! maybe warewolf would be just nice! they come out only at certain times! and sad to say , if you 10 friends at least 4 are warewolfs! ok fine, "princess missing her crown"

hmm when you do such bad things to your "frenemies" you don't realize ..maybe when i'm putting'em in word and you read it, some images of your friends that you scorned or still scorning on might pop-out.. time for some self-realization i guess..

well, i'm gonna search for "my missing crown"  *giggles*

$  RG  $

CRaZy AMoUNT For My CRaZ3 !

well i'm feeling damn bored so i write.. hmm anything interesting? ok fine..lets hit on my addiction! seriously, i'm addicted to bags and shoes!! i have tons of them yet i can't get enough! don't ask why! cuz i know i won't be able to give any answer!

wherever i go, no matter whether its a branded shop or the ordinary ones, only bags and shoes outlets will catch my eyes!!! OMG!! i counted yesterday and get a shock of my life when i figured out that i have 10+ bags!! shoes?? 10+ too!! the number exceeds even the number of jeans and skirts i have! oh well, this is just the number and not the amount of money i've spent on my addictions!!! ITS SUCH A CRAZY AMOUNT FOR THE CRAZE!

even a few days ago i went out to buy gift for my mum since her b-day falls on the 29th november! i was planning on buying a bag and perfume. guess what? i bought 2 bags at once and had a hard time to choose which 1 to keep and which to give as a gift! damn!! here i go again! i loved both!! finally ended up confused...hmm that sounds like me *giggles*

hitting on shoes, i adore them more than cute guys!! haha kidding only! i'm actually planning on a pair of platform heels! maybe i will look for my new baby in mid-valley as i'll be investing there next week! such a word "investing"..*giggles* when it comes to heels, i am seriously stargazing on wearing high HIGH heels!! but according to my dad wearing extremely high-heels will make me look too tall plus weird!!! hmm what to do! my dad is always objections..

ok time to STOP! got some other stuffZZZzzz to be settled.

-H33LzZ OfF-

$ RG $

Thursday, November 26, 2009

!! It'ZZzzz a TreNd Bab3 !!

trend?? not clothes! not close to accessories, na-a-ah not shoes!! i'm talking not in the perspective of a shopaholic but in the view of a "practicalaholic" hmm do not search for this word in the dictionary cuz there is none like this ! i invented it basically.. ok back to business.. talking about trend! what trend am i hitting on now?? hmm no one can possibly run away from this so-called magical 4 letter words! L-O-V-E

being labeled as an anti-relationship person will never stop me from bringing up my views and thoughts about it in my practical yet practicable blog! hmm try to look around you..take a turn, turn the key to your brain in anti-clockwise direction, something might pop might be your previous relationship! which you may even regard as relation SHIT! i don't know.. some can save your time as you are already in this blunder! oh dear....for the rest, hmm i know you at least having a crush on someone and looking forward to turn into an author..i mean AUTHOR OF YOUR OWN DOWNFALL! well best wishes in that pals.

i seriously have no ideas on who is the actual trend setter for this! but i know there are millions of followers for this! proud to mention, i'm too one of them ONCE! tough times you see..whether you have a career or not is not a question? education? NOPE ..all everyone want is a relationship! love that strikes you at the age of 15-20 most importantly, can you even regard it as LOVE?? oh dear joke of the year! first you say love, second you say deeply in love, third one you say true love and finally you end up having 10+++ bfs/gfs! what the heck! ok fine i know that 10++ sounds a bit like exaggeration ...ignore ignore.. i just got the point!

desperately in need of relationship..that's how i can describe some teens. risking all they have, family reputation, career, education, future ,friends.. in simple words risking their whole life for 1 basically good-for-nothing girl/ guy! i don't know! love is heaven when it strikes at the right time its hell when it strikes at the wrong time..wrong time?? NOW my dear friends!

when a girl or guy wants you , they will do say all sort of crap in this world to win you.. here we will even discover new definitions and terms which will even drive you insane!! i mean insanely in love! well whose fault is this? loving someone who have their own hidden intentions on you..believing all the scrap he/she talks ! If they don't need us they will wash their hands off ,so why cry ?This is what they mean by infatuation: we imagine something which doesn't exist actually does exist !We then get hurt and begin to sob ! Sob for what and for who ? All for one selfish nut somewhere ?!Love and marriage is not at all a bed of roses to sleep on.. its full of hidden thorns which do make you bleed not only at start off but at times life long! WHAT A TREND YOU PEOPLE ARE IN AND WANTS TO BE IN!

Life is a bore but its in our hands to make it fun!! please don't give the lame excuses of "boredom" to get into a big swamp called relationship! REMEMBER! no one will ever be able to take your parents place in showering you will love and comfort! the child who sets family as his/her first priority will never go wrong in life!!! think about it...

no matter what or who it is, at the end of the day , you will only have your own hands to hold! a third person rarely makes a difference!!



Sunday, November 22, 2009

KeEp TyInG!!

wondering what is the title all about??!! well i'm talking about marriage, wedding, tying the knot, end of single-hood or what-so-ever way you call the "auspicious"ceremony as...hmm the holidays just started and it no more seems like holiday season but also wedding season!!! what is so great about getting married? calling the whole "village" to the ceremony! well, i don't is more of a family function but nowadays it is more to a showing off ceremony! dressing up in your best attires, wearing all the gold jewels you have and not forgetting the extra layer on the faces called "make-up"!! GAUDY!!!! 1 word that tells it all!!

come on..why is there too much of excitement? a simple yet merry ceremony is just enough yo fulfill the requirements of the tradition. the crucial one is the legal wedding! registering your marriage! some are too busy being fussy about the village gathering until they forget about the legal part of it! at the end of the day you poked you own eyes! what the fuss then!

oh well, i'm still 18..there is a long way to go!!! not really planning about all these things!! all i know is , this moment i'm still single and being such an adorable daughter to my daddy!!! hehe ...

hmm gotta go and take my shower now...have another wedding (village gathering) to attend!!! haha no blog is all about my point of view and my practical yet practicable ideas!!! cioawwwzz

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Hom3 iZz Wh3rE mY H3@rT iZzz...

tonight is the final night i'll be sleeping in siti mariam 3-6 for this semester! after all the headaches and stress for 4 months plus, finally here i am , at the end of semester 1!!! time flies uh?? i wont forget the bitter sweet that i went through along my 4 months journey of growing up! a lot i saw and that much i learnt! what else can i say.. i am just glad that things are back in their proper positions..i learnt where to put what! i glanced back at the old book of mine ,its dusty pages, all i did was smile..
life is just an unpredictable journey! no forecast for the weather of life as said by RG! life is neither paradise nor hell! life is basically journey and we all are the travelers. well said by robert frost in his poem the road not taken. the journey of life brings us either to paradise or hell!! here comes the old saying life is barely a choice! at the end of the journey, who chose what is all that matters..but don't worry as the moment of truth arrive, we all are under the ground. let me clear this up: we don't know the outcome until we finish a task! something like the end of our journey in this spinning planet we will know the result! life had been a paradise or hell for us!! our choices makes our lives!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


i had never given a thought how my life would change as the way it is now. not grieving nor regretting.. life is cool..being trapped by my own feeling in the chamber called "heart" for 4 months finally brought me to my senses. certain things in life are just not worth-it when it hits you at the wrong time. i made wrong choices. but happy to reveal that the same wrong path later took me to the right road i'm in at this moment.. if to regard it as "regrets" hmm maybe not..experiences and lessons learnt in life are not worth to be regarded as such.. i don't regret any of'em, all i'm trying to reason is how am i driven into taking decisions while knowing how bad am i at it.. funny huh?

hmm i have my own life to carry-on..the past is just a memory of lessons..still keeping all my dad's e-mails to me.full of awesome are some;

Relax my dear, be happy be cheerful no river is too big to cross no mountain is too high to climb its all in the mind.

Something to ponder ,...people wl throw stones at a full fruited tree thats no big deal let it be !Take the pain like the tree.The tree is not angry it still keeps fruiting. One day they those who threw the stones wld realise how foolish and silly they were!The tree has nothing to lose or regret.

Life is a bore but its in our hands to make it fun,the joy of helping others the feeling that you had helped someone today when you are about to sleep every night is really great !Enjoy it darling, people may let us down dont despair God is watching !

hmmm i love my daddy more than anything in this world!!! NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE HIS PLACE AND THATS FORSURE!!!!!!

Monday, November 2, 2009

Oh dear...

hmmm seriously i've got no idea why i put such a title here..anyway i will try to write.. today we've finnaly accomplished a part of our social studies project!!! finally!!! everyone is soo over the exhibition!!! OMG i can express how glad am i to say that it is FREAKING OVER!!!!! just imagine how tired everyone are the previous night busy preparing for the day!!!!! some didn't even sleep the whole night thinking about whats gonna happen? what the judges gonna ask? how they are gonna arrange the stuffs? etc i am seriously not one of them!!!hehe i was just concerned about the stupid costume that my group had chosen to wear!! Damn DAmn...hehe everyone knows that i was not satisfied at all about the selection!! but somehow i managed to pull through the day with the "prettiest costume" know what i mean? hehe anyway its OVER...all ended up well...even had a chance to try out kolam in santha's booth on culture!!! seriously loved their booth!!! nicely decorated! not forgetting serene and her wonderful blue dress ;-).. she looked soo fabulous and managed to become the apple of everyone's eyes!! ok thats all i guess...damn sleeepy

gotta hit the bed...byeeee

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Confessions Of A shopaholic

hmm i just watched this movie a few days a funny is it to hear that a shopaholic watched confessions of a shopaholic?? interesting huh?? hm but the stry had nothing much to do about me since i dont have any credit cards!!! not for long ;-) actually my daddy promised me to get me a supplementary visa i can do my shopping using it!!! hehe i know its kinda a little bit too head over the heels! to be frank i will be given the card to purchase flight tickets in case its an emergency and stuffz *giggles* but you know me ;-P unpredictable... let us just see whether my mischievous plan gonna work or not...fingers crossed..

talking about shopping actually i got some things to shop for and it includes strappy heels, dress and also new phone!!!!! and this time i'm seriously not in a plan of getting a touch screen phone nor an iphone!!! seriously gonna keep my hands off those gadgets!!! trying to get a cute flip phone, more to an accessory!!!! so it looks stylish and girlish!!! flip phone!!!! OMG Sony ericsson T707!!! cant get my eyes off'em!!! deeply in love with the phone!!! hope to get 1 in green or reddish purple!!!! cant wait to go home n shop!!!

SHOPPING SPREE!! plans are ON!!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Litty Lit...

here i go again!!! it has been quite a long time since i left my brain's compartment which is full of literature. Now i got to dust it back. yeah got an assignment to deal with using the compartment. i am seriously madly in love with literature since i love analyzing poems about life and how things work. in that case now i'm working on the poem called " sadie and Maud" for my english studies assignment.. group work again!! hmm prefer doin individual task..i'm quite of a loner i guess. i dunno, i guess soo..

coming back to literature, hmmm yup i'm cool only with poems!!! i don't really prefer short stories and i absolutely detest novels!!!! i hate'em to the max!!!! i love poems that talks more on relationships. i'm basically a practical person. i do and say things based on logic . so this type of poems suits me well and give me a lot of ideas to come up with.

finally, mwah mwah to literature.... ;-D

Fingers -Crossed....

sometimes it feels weird to see how things work, ponder upon how it made a difference and how it left an impact.. its funny to look around and watch how relationships ends unexpectedly, how friendships are taken for granted and how hearts be torn into pieces.. funny its funny to see, for me it is and it might be so for others too. being 18 doesn't mean you don't see anything and at time same time it too doesn't denote that you had felt everything. the perfect way to say is that there are things yet to be seen. hmm fingers crossed ...

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Time ! Time ! Wait !!!!

Oh god its nearly the end of october!! it still feels as though i just entered IPGM KDRI!! time flies huh? hmm have to get a plane to catch it..everything happens for the know why i say this? its because as time flies faster and faster, the semester holidays are getting nearer and nearer. maybe time is flying towards the holidays!! *giggles* can't wait to go back home! not only me but all my fellow comrades wish the same i guess..well, they should ;-)

I mentioned previously that everything happens for the good, but remember "everything" includes both good and bad things. the good i've stated and here comes the bad . to make it more realistic let it be worst. the worst part is that we have to complete all our assignments and submit the portfolios before the most anticipated holidays. hmm how sad :-(

being a student, these are the pros and cons! we have both plenty of assignments and plenty of holidays!!!! patience renuka! patience!! we have to cross the river first before getting to the other side. the sun has to rise first before it sets and close the day. assignments should be accomplished first before going crazy about the holidays!


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Happy B-day to Me!!!

hehe actually my birthday is on the 9th october! but since i'm stayin far far away from my daddy, he couriered me my b-day gift early!!! oh my god!! i seriously can't believed that my dad bought me two expensive perfumes 1 is britney spears fantasy and avon's far away, and lots and lots of chocolates!! not forgetting the sweet lovely card!!!!!!hmmm i really miss my dad like hell!! every year i will celebrate my b-day with my family..cutting cakes, taking pictures..haihzz missing those times..this year i will be celebrating it with my lovely friends here!!! OMG i hope i wont cry on my b-day...hoping to have a blast on friday with my baby serene!! hehe.. and plus i cant wait to go bac home for deepavali..missing the taste of muruku and zuvita biscuit!!! haihhzzz missin home...home sweet home...luv ya dad!!!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Your Tongue Can Be Your Worst Enemy !!

Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have power to create
conditions in your life.
What you speak about, you can bring about.

If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job.
If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick.

If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or
just stop operating.
I f you keep saying you're broke, guess what? You'll always be broke.
If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will
always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you.
If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed..
If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you,
your very thought will attract more experiences to confirm your beliefs.

Turn your thoughts and conversations around to be more positive and
power packed with faith, hope, love and action.
Don't be afraid to believe that you can have what you want and deserve.

Watch your Thoughts, they become words.
Watch your Words, they become actions.
Watch your Actions, they become habits.
Watch your Habits, they become character.
Watch your Character, for it becomes your Destiny.

The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than
you settle for.
Thought I would share this with you.

In the search for Me, I discovered Truth.
In the search for Truth, I discovered Love.
In the search for Love, I discovered GOD.
And in God, I have found Everything.

Be Blessed

Watch how your circumstances and situations begin to change when you
change the way you speak.
Pass this on to as many people as you can, so they
can change their lives, too.

"Life is like melted butter. . .once things cool down, it can be reshaped!"

Saturday, April 11, 2009

18 DayS LeFt!!!

OK finally I'm using good's not that good but acceptable. the countdown begins, 18 days left and after that i won't be here anymore. this doesn't mean that I'm going forever . i will be joining INTI-UC, Nilai.

So no more sitting at home , lazing around. i have to start back the daily routine of studying and the new routine of going for lectures and stuff. i really hope my college life will be as good as my high school life. lots of friends, no boredom. most importantly, i am expecting for a good roommate.yeah, we can only expect, you will never know what is waiting for you there. so I'm just keeping my fingers crossed. oh god, i can't imagine myself leaving my dad. I'm gonna miss him like hell. may be i should come back once in a fortnight or every week "winks". Nilai is not so far. the journey may take about 2.30 hours. it's not a long journey.hmmm i will go there and decide how frequent i have to come home. I'm gonna do foundation in science. i am clueless about the who programme because i don't know anyone who is doing foundation in science. i heard there will be assignments to be accomplished. i hate this part..ehmmm gotta bear with it though..haihzz

Monday, March 30, 2009

Real Exorcism of Anneliese Michel

Real Exorcism of Anneliese Michel

its reli scary to hear all those thing..i pity her n anne's family..wonderin how they would hav felt.....

Sunday, March 29, 2009


Unusual things about you


Take this survey

1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with?
hey i'm gud gurl k!!!

2. Where was the last place you went out to eat?
pizza hut..

3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?

4. Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?

5. Medicine, fine arts, or law? too bad i cant do...

6. Best kind of pizza?
nythin wif extra cheese..yeah!!!

7. Is your bedroom window open?

8. What is in store for your future?
neva reli thought bout it yet...

9. Who was the last band you saw live?
nt band bt singer...jay sean in australia..

10. Do you take care of your friends while they are sick?
yesh of course...

11. What is your favorite soda?

12. How many songs are on your iTunes?
1255 too bad my itouch is nt wif me...

13. When was the last time you purchased something over 0?

14. Where is the last place you drove to?
dun remind of drivin plzzz

15. Are you experienced?
in wat???

16. Any historical figures that you envy?
raffles...dun ask y!!

17. What brand of digital camera do you own?

18. When was the last time you got a good workout?
few weeks ago

19. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
all da stores .....

20. Where did your last kiss take place?
i had 1??

21. What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Monday night?

22. Are you a quitter?

23. Who was the last person you had in your house?
my cousin....

24. Can you speak another language?

25. How about you put your legs behind your head?
u gotta b kiddin me!!!

26. When was the last time you went dancing while under the influence?

27. Nickname?
re....damn short u c..

28. Describe what you are wearing in detail?
sumthin la....

29. What do you think about people who party a lot?
they gt nuthin betta 2 do may b..pathetic ppl...

30. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

31. Are you one of those people who obsesses over Hollister?
wats dat???

32. What was the last CD you purchased?
dun buy em...

33. What are two bands or singers that you will alwys love?
jay sean, the script, flo-rida, timbaland..

34. What of the seven deadly sins are you guilty of?
envy of course...cant help it..sori god!!!!

35. Did you just have to google the seven deadly sins to see what they were?
nope..i noe cuz i read bible...

36. Where is your favorite place to get coffee?
starbucks...if i gt outta kluang..

37. Have you ever been offered a job?
yup at my daddy's law firm..i worked 4 1 week..haihzz

38. Have you ever stolen anything off of a road?

39. When was the last time you dyed your hair?
las week...dun tell ny1...sssshhh

40. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?

41. Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?

42. Miss someone?
hell yeah.....

43. How is your last ex doing?
dun noe, dun care....

44. Is there someone you want to fight?


MySpace Surveys

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Oh Boy..........

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


Got My Cursor @

EaRtH HoUr 20o9!!!!!!!!!!

This entry is dedicated to Earth Hour 2009.

I find it awesome to know that the people around the globe is taking precautions to save the world from total annihilation by reducing electricity consumption, which will lead to the reduction of carbon emissions.

Pardon my ignorance, but till now - I don't know why is it "60" Earth Hour? Shouldn't it be just ONE Earth Hour - since it's just an hour?

Like this?

However, if 60 looks better, shouldn’t the logo be...

like that? Hmm...

Friday, March 27, 2009

SuRveY AgAiN!!!!!

> Favourite cake?
> i dun reli lyk em...
> Favourite choclathe:
> KINDER BUENO n Cadbury Zip ...
> Favourite local drink:
> Chocolate talk....
> Favourite imported drink:
> 100 plus...actually gt summore..
> Favourite sports team:
> MANCHESTER UNITED...once a devil always a devil...sumthin lyk dat la
> Favourite colour:
> black ...
> Favourite hobby:
> bein on9....
> Favourite time pass:
> bein on9 again...haha
> Favourite expression:
> raisin eyebrows...
> What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?
> both may b...
> Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
> wen my dad changed my maxis number 2 celcom!!! arghhhh!! daddy!!!!!!
> You will die in three minutes. Last call?
> my dad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
> If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
> make my dad feel lyk da happiest person in da world...
> You can have one of the following two things: trust or love.
> tough one.... may b trust no love!!!!!!
> You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time youre fired. Do you save the dog?
> wei i will run if i c a dog!!!!!!!! how 2 saw la??!!!
> Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
> nt my type of things...i oni shed crocodile tears n i wil gt everythin...*winks*
> Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
> wat?????
> Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
> yesh....haha soo proud!!
> Does sex=love?
> naaahhhhh...

> Are you old fashioned?
> who said??!!
> Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?
> i dun even think of marriage now!!
> What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
> 2nd 1..cuz i dun lyk 2 hurt ppl nowadays...note dat "NOWADAYS"!!!
> What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
> my love now!!!!..may b i cant 4eva....
> If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
> literature in english....i wasted lots of tym...
> Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
> my dad of course..i wan my dad 2 b around wif me always!!!!
> Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
> YESH...humanity!!!
> You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
> When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
> last week i guess...i didn tell bt i wrote...
> If You had three months to live:
> Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
> nope...
> What do you do with your remaining days?
> spend tym wif my family n him if possible...
> Would you be afraid?
> yeah of course la!!!

Thursday, March 26, 2009

The Thing About Love.... perplexing.

Some say love is everlasting, some say it ends tragically and some say it's just for fun.

Perhaps love is full of ups and downs. Like a roller coaster or space shot. It's just the matter of tolerance and patience.

Some say love is to give and take, some say it's giving your best and some say it's expecting the best.

Perhaps love is full of conflict and pain. Like a thunder when it rains or a fire when it's cold. It's just the matter of endurance.

Some say love is to change together for the better, some say it's to change oneself, some say it's to change the one you love and some say it's about being your own true self.

Perhaps love is full of happiness and bliss. Like tranquility when it rains or comfort when it's cold. It's just the matter of appreciation.

Some say love is everything, some say holding on, some say letting go and some say they don't know.

Perhaps love, to me, is not meant to be, afterall.

Don't KnOw Don'T cAre !!!

> 1. Are you Single?
> single bt nt available..haha
> 2. Do you hate your ex?
> u reli wanna noe??!!
> 3. Do you have a favorite place to be?
> my college ..pretty soon
> 4. What is one word to describe you?
> tolerant...
> 5. How many close friends do you have?
> 3 to 4 may b...
> 6. Do you cry a lot?
> how u noe la???
> 7. Do you like being by yourself?
> 24/7...
> 8. Do you like to read?
> kinda....
> 9. Do you like to sniff markers?
> nahhhh..

> 10. Is Valentines Day overrated?
> dun celebrate it la....
> 11. Do you like taking pictures?
> hmmmm sumtyms i do..
> 12. Are you pale?
> nahhhh...
> 13. Do you like kids?
> annoyin....
> 14. What do you want to be doing right now?
> sleepin...lolx
> 16. Do you think you will be married by the time your 18?
> crazy ar?????!!!
> 17. Who's your best guy friend?
> afifi n farhan....
> 18. Do you sometimes laugh for no reason?
> hell no!!!!
> 19. Do you know how to spell?
> yeah....
> 20. Do you think you are smart?
> haha god noes....
> 21. Are you annoyed easily?
> where gt??
> 22. Are you conceited?
> hmmmm...
> 23. Do you like to dance?
> errrrr....
> 24. What do you think is so fun about myspace?
> nothin!!!!
> 25. What is your favorite movie?
> the pursuit of happiness...
> 26. Do you like taking surveys?
> sumtyms....
> 27. Do you get bored easily?
> then i wont b doin dis til da end!
> 28. Do you lie a lot?
> nahhhh...
> 29. Have you ever cried watching a movie?
> jab we met...
> 30. Who are you most anxious to see at your 10 year high school reunion?
> every1 4m 5Sc1 n sc 2 (2008)

> 31. Are you a messy person?
> hell yeah!!!
> 32. Do you lose things easily?
> my specs..cuz i dun wear them always...
> 33. Do you love your family?
> 24/7...
> 34. Do you like to fight or argue?
> argue...
> 35. What's your favorite song?
> circus...britney spears
> 36. Do you like talking on the phone?
> depends...
> 37. Do you smoke?
> crazy ar u!!!!
> 38. Do you visit everyday?
> promoting here ar!!!
> 39. Are you going to take another survey after this?
> f betta things 2 do la...
> 40. Do you think you have beeen cheated by someone?
> dun bother...

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

IntEReStIng !!!!

1. What is your legal name?
Renuka ...

2. How do you say it?
ReeeeeNuuuuKaaaaa!!! gt dat???

3. Why did your parents decide to name you this?
u think i care???

4. What other names were they considering?
ehmmmmmm....*still thinkin*

5. Were you born first, middle or last?
last..spoilt brat!!!..lolx

6. When is your birthday?
9th october 1991


1. Who are your best friends?
sherilyn, fatida, afifi, shila, han nyi..

2. Do you tell your best friends everything or do you keep things from them?
i dun keep "my" secrets 2 myself...

3. Are you friends with an ex gf/bf?
No need all these nonsense.

4. Do friends come before family?
family 1st.

5. Do most of your friends go to your school?

6. Do you have more friends or more aquaintences?
I myself not sure who are my friends and who are my aquaintences. Reallyy hard to find out.

7. Whos the person you have stayed friends with the longest? i dunno..

8. Does your best girlfriend come before your boyfriend?
all equal ma...


1. Name the people you live with:
my family of course...u wan me 2 name em?? u dun..

2. Which parent are you closer to?
my dad!!!!!!!! luv him sooo much!!!!

3. Why?
b'cuz no1 can eva luv me as da way he does..luv u daddy!!!

4. Are you close to your siblings? sis..such an innocent person...

5. Who in your family do you not like so much?
come on they r my family!!

6. Is family your first priority

7. Do you go on vacations all the time?
i would love to but not given much chances...

Monday, March 23, 2009

WhAt ReNuKA ThiNkS????????!!

1 - -What do you think about life?
kinda ok....

2 - -What do you think about love?
1 4eva!!!!!!!!!

3 - -What do you think of your friends?
they r gud...

4 - -What do you think about your school?
haha v all had fun!!!

5 - -What do you think about work?
dun work la....

6 - -What do you think about people?
nothin much 2 say...

7 - -What do you think about your teachers?
best teachers in da world !!!!

8 - -What do you think about art?
nt interested...

9 - -What do you think about artists?
sum r gud...

10 - -What do you think about your parents?
da best of course.....

11 - -What do you think about homework?
it helped me 2 improve...

12 - -What do you think about reading?

13 - -What do you think about myspace?
hate it...

14 - -What do you think about spring?

15 - -What do you think about summer?

16 - -What do you think about fall?
let it fall la..lolx

17 - -What do you think about winter?
da best...

18 - -What do you think about computers?
all good things...

19 - -What do you think about TV?
boring sumtyms

20 - -What do you think about smoking?

21 - -What do you think about drinking?
keep it minimum...

22 - -What do you think about?
sum1 n my college.....

Friday, March 20, 2009

Survey 1

> 1.Does anyone know your password to
> your friendster besides yourself?
> haha most of my frens noe..nthn 2 hide..

> 2. What was the last thing you ordered
> at McDonalds?
> french fries...

> 3. Are you an emotional person?
> hell yeah...

> 4. Do you like your name?
> of course i do..

> 5. Do you believe in love at first
> sight?
> hmmmmm...kinda

> 6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
> no

> 7. What was the last thing you did?
> sleep..lolx

> 8. Who is right next to you?
> now means no1...

> 9. Who were the last persons you ate
> with?
> my family la..

> 10. What song are you listening to
> right now?
> my itouch is ruined by i wish nt 2 listen 2 any songs 4 dis moment..

> 11. Hows the weather right now ?
> just fine..

> 12. Last person who called you today?
> its still early 4 ppl 2 call me..

> 13.???
> .???

> 14. Last friend you met?
> fatida...
> 15. Do you like anyone?
> hell yeah!!!

> 16. Lost a friendship over something
> stupid?
> nt sure....

> 17. Last beverage you drank?
> vitagen..haha

> 18. Last food you ate?
> ice cream...

> 19. What did you do last night?
> sleep la...

> 20. Faked being sick to miss school?
> nt necessary..

> 21. What time did you wake up today
> 9 am

> 22. Last person you talked to?
> my sis...

> 23. Last person you made fun of?
> upper six students in stk...sori..

> 24. What are you wearing right now?
> at least sumthin rather than nothin...haha

> 25. Are you too quiet to ask anyone
> out?
> dun reli think so

> 26. What is the first thing you notice
> about the opposite sex?
> hair....

> 27.Where are you right now?
> rooooooommmm....

> 28. What date and day is it?
> 20/3....friday...

> 29. Did you go anywhere today?
> nope...

> 30. What did you do there?
> huh????

> 31. Where else are you going today?
> nower!

> 32. Are you watching TV?
> nt now..thats 4 da later part...

> 33. Are you mature or immature?
> immature of dad said i thnk lyk a standard 6 kid..haha

> 34. Are you closer to your mom or dad?
> my dad of course...

> 35. When was your last kiss?
> i had 1???

> 36. What school do you go to?
> no skul skul ar!!!!

> 37.Who and whats the most annoying thing
> people say to you?
> i dno la

> 38. Do you like music?
> .love.

> 39. Do you want to get married?
> nt reli a fun thing 2 talk bout...

> to whom?
> durghhhh..

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

dis is drivin me crazy !!

OMG i jas dunno wat to do dad giv me 2 options FOUNDATION or STPM!!!!..i reli dunno which 1 to choose..hmmmm honestly i'm nt gud at makin decisions..i asked my dad 2 make 4 me as i'm a "daddy's gurl", bt unfortunately he said , "i dun wanna influence you, i can oni guide, u make da decision!!!! durghhhh... wat am i gonna do now..things seems 2 b soo complicated !!!1 cuz its between stpm n foundation..both has its own pros n cons..reli hard!!!!..1 day i feel lyk doin stpm is gud bt da next day i think its better 2 jas do foundation n pursue wif my degree..OMG its jas drivin me crazy..soo cluless da biggest advantage i hav if i take stpm is that i can stay wif my dad....haha.. i mean i can get wteva i wish, i can spend as i want, i am allowed 2 use da internet even 4 da whole day..c!!!! soo many at da same tym i gotta go 2 a new skul n gt back 2 skul lyf in an extremely diff environment cuz its nt gonna b STABK..dis is wat i am scared da most!!!!...accordin 2 my dad skul lyf is reli fun ..he said dun miss da next 2 yrs of da interestin period....i feel lyk my dad is encouragin me to take he jas dun wanna leave me wif no option....ehmmmmm reli dunno wat 2 do...i hope i can find da right answer veri soon.............haihzzzzzzzzz..DA MOST IMP THING IS EVEN IF I DO STPM, NO "LITERATURE IN ENGLISH "!!!!!!! A BIG "NO" "NO" VICTY!!!!! i had enough dy...........

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

The 90/10 Rule (by Stephen Covey- author of the best-selling book, The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People)..

The 90/10 Rule (by Stephen Covey- author of the best-selling book, The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People)

What is this principle all about? 10% of life is made up of what happens to you. 90% of life is decided by how you react.

What does this mean? Basically, we really have no control over 10% of what happens to us. We cannot stop the car from breaking down. The plane will arrive late, which throws our whole schedule off. A driver may cut us off in traffic.

We have no control over this 10%. The other 90% is different. You determine the other 90%. But how?

By your reactions.

You cannot control a red light. But you can control your reaction. Don't let people fool you. YOU can control how you react.

Let's use an example: You are eating breakfast with your family. Your daughter knocks over a cup of coffee onto your business shirt. You have no control over what just happened.

What happens next will be determined by how you react.

You curse. And you harshly scold your daughter for knocking the cup over. She breaks down in tears. After scolding her, you turn to your spouse and criticize her for placing the cup too close to the edge of the table. A short verbal battle follows. You storm upstairs and change your shirt. Back downstairs, you find your daughter has been too busy crying to finish her breakfast and get ready for school. She misses the bus.

Your spouse must leave immediately for work. You rush to the car and drive your daughter to school. Because you are late, you drive 40 miles an hour in a 30 mph speed limit lane.

After a 15-minute delay and throwing a $60 traffic fine away, you arrive at school. Your daughter runs into the building without saying goodbye. After arriving at the office 20 minutes late, you find you forgot your briefcase. Your day has started terrible. As it continues, it seems to get worse and worse. You look forward to coming home.

When you arrive home, you find a small wedge in your relationship with your spouse and daughter.

Why? Because of how you reacted in the morning!

Now why did you have a bad day?

A) Did the coffee cause it?

B) Did your daughter cause it?

C) Did the policeman cause it?

D) Did you cause it?

The answer is "D". But how many people would actually admit to their mistakes...

You had no control over what happened with the coffee. How you reacted in those 5 seconds is what caused you to go through a bad day.

Here is what could and should have happened: Coffee splashes over you. Your daughter is about to cry. You gently say, "It's OK. You just need to be more careful next time." Grabbing a towel, you rush upstairs. After grabbing a new shirt and your briefcase, you come back down in time to look through the window and see your child boarding the bus. She turns and waves. You arrive 5 minutes early and cheerfully greet the staff. Your boss comments on what a good the day you are having.

Notice the difference?

Two different scenarios. Both started the same. Both ended different.


Because of how you REACTED.

You really do not have any control over 10% of what happens. The other 90% was determined by your reactions.

What does one do after SPM anyway

When the invigilator announced the end of my final paper, I heaved a sigh of relief and put down my pen. A few blissful weeks passed after I had completed my Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia examinations – weeks where I spent half the time hanging out with my friends and the other half basically lazing around.

As time passed, I gradually turned my thoughts to the burning question every post-SPM student eventually asks: “What will I do after this?”

I didn’t know what I want to do, but I knew what I didn’t want to do, so naturally I eliminated anything that involved Mathematics in excessive amounts, because I hate Math. Nevertheless, I briefly toyed with the idea of doing Engineering before dismissing it due to the fact I’m one of the rare, weird people that likes Physics and detests Maths.

Talking to the lecturers/ counsellors that were sometimes present at the different booths really helped too. Each of them provided useful insight into the course available:

Required skills
The course syllabus – how does it prepare you for your future career?
Available career options upon completion of course.
What does each career entail – how would your daily life be like?
One will undoubtedly gain a deeper understanding of a particular career in addition to the above points. Ask questions, don’t be afraid! Consider tuition fees, location of academies offering a certain course – there are many things a prospective student of tertiary education needs to ponder about.

Do allocate some time for your investigation. I spent two days wandering about in an education fair. Technically, I had already made up my mind on the first day and the second day was spent doing in-depth research on my chosen career and the course available. It was time well-spent for I may now state my future ambition with unshakeable conviction whereas I never knew what to tell people my ambition was previously due to uncertainty.

Some scholars opt to take Diploma course immediately whereas some would prefer a pre-university course. It is really all up to you and no one can tell you what you should do. Your future is involved, so do open up your eyes and ears, be prepared to embark upon lengthy debates with anyone who is able to provide advice. Make your choice wisely. It will definitely be worth studying your options carefully before making a hasty decision you may regret.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Ben Stiller mocks Joaquin Phoenix at Oscars!!!

yeah its damn funny!!!!! BEN STILLER RULEZ!!!!!!!

Joaquin Phoenix made a bizarre appearance on Wednesday night's Letterman to promote his film "Two Lovers," during what may be his last visit as an actor. Phoenix has insisted he is retiring from film to focus on his hip-hop career.weird!!!!!

Ben stiller's mockery!!!!!!!

Friday, January 16, 2009

1 dAy IN mUMbAi 4 sLUmDoG mILLiOnArE!!!

Danny boyle's "Slumdog Millionaire" hits the ground running. This is a breathless, exciting story, heartbreaking and exhilarating at the same time, about a Mumbai orphan who rises from rags to riches on the strength of his lively intelligence. The film's universal appeal will present the real India to millions of moviegoers for the first time.

The story of Jamal Malik, an 18 year-old orphan from the slums of Mumbai, who is about to experience the biggest day of his life. With the whole nation watching, he is just one question away from winning a staggering 20 million rupees on India's "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?" But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating; how could a street kid know so much? Desperate to prove his innocence, Jamal tells the story of his life in the slum where he and his brother grew up, of their adventures together on the road, of vicious encounters with local gangs, and of Latika, the girl he loved and lost. Each chapter of his story reveals the key to the answer to one of the game show's questions. Intrigued by Jamal's story, the jaded Police Inspector begins to wonder what a young man with no apparent desire for riches is really doing on this game show? When the new day dawns and Jamal returns to answer the final question..then i won't tell...but you can guess the ending perfectly.

A.R Rahman's music is awesome as usual. .Slum Dog Millionaire is one of the most powerful, entertaining and soul searching movies I've ever seen. I can't say enough good things about it... The cast, the director, the cinematographers, the editors, the wardrobe and makeup people, you name it, it was all spectacular. The children actors stole my heart, and the scene with the young boy singing at the train station -and I won't give anything way.. but this child tugged at my heart strings like never before. Man!! Please go see this movie, I plan on seeing it again in mumbai. I have to make my piece with it, and I hope these young actors will get the recognition they deserve, as well as the director and others involved with this project. This movie ROCKS!....

Thrilling Trailer

The Fabulous song: JAI HO