When the rainbow fades

My dad once wrote to me 'please, the rainbow u are chasing will be gone when u reach there don't be a fool  for the second time'. I wonder how he knew it so well. This is my story: I loved the wrong person who spoke right things. Such a fool I was, licking honey off a thorn, waiting behind a shut door! And what hurts the most at the end of the day is, I ran away from those who always made me happy, to stay with someone who made me cry. Tragic...

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When it ends?

What now? What else?? =))) That's the thing about 'end', there will always be a beginning that follows.  RECAP!  Good start, little chaos, great end! I'm all strong and ready for the coming semester. But now, let me indulge! Still remember the lines from the movie Confessions of a Shopaholic. "You know that thing when you see someone cute and he smiles and your heart kind of goes like warm butter sliding...

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They again

I am drowning in dissatisfaction! How could you do that to me? And not anybody else? 1st famous question, are you kidding me? I'm staying in this place which is in the size of a washing machine box, losing pounds everyday just to fit comfortably in this cubicle while some of your kind are roaming so freely as if this is a freaking paradise they inherited from their feline ancestors? Waaaaat??? FYI I'm paying a HUGE sum of money to stay in this...

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Of locks and fences

Studying in a Teachers' Training College have taught me a lot of things, mostly BAD. (Ok my dad should seriously read this...NOT! ) On my 1st year of foundation itself, I proudly received a memo from the Director for not attending a lame-sleep-inducing-talk. The next year, my RM10 was snatched away together with my ID card because I didn't attend the assembly. Well, to be honest even throughout the semester I never showed my faced during the assembly...

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No more!

I'm FREAKING sick of my emo self! It's so pathetic to read all those messages and things I've said. WTFish? When I do something wrong, I say sorry, well that's acceptable. But why on earth I apologize for something which is not at all my fault! Then I pity people like they are some earthquake victim. Even worse, I drown myself in self-pity. Can my emotions get any more unstable? Enough is enough Renuka. This gotta stop, by hook or by crook....

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Exam shivers

This morning...2nd thought, it was afternoon already; I was driven by my ambitious self to target that I could finish up Classroom Management and start with Listening and Speaking skills by night, but guess what? You probably have guessed it right, so why bother restating right? That's what happened! Its ok. Let's just hope the one day gap I have after the first paper will somehow smack me awake and allow me to accomplish the MUST. I'm not someone...

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Not Me anymore

OK it's the end already! I'm no more the K.U/ ketua unit/ class rep/ head of unit/'sleeping'-head. Well for the past 4 months I've certainly learned a lot of things inclusive of those I'm good at and some which needs so much more effort to correct. It is also proven that 'Leadership' is not my piece of cake (told ya). the only stressed person No more hoofing to the Audio-Visual room to get the LCD everyday, no more obligations to show...

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Mirror

Best song ever...

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