Thanks!

I took an online quiz and guess what it is about???? WHAT KIND OF TEACHER ARE YOU? Here comes the truth! You have the Walking Carpet Personality: You are always being walked over by your students. Your room often seems like a party. Unfortunately, you do not usually have control. Very little learning occurs and when it does you really feel like you've accomplished something. You don't know how to say no and kids know it. Your reputation precedes...

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Oops I didn't

Today I realize the importance of putting your own and the happiness of those you love and truly care about above anything. To investigate and stay restless while making someone's life miserable is pointless and not a thing anyone should do or obliged to bear with. Therefore I decided to move on from that moment towards better ones. The decision made was obviously hard considering my curious self but I really wanted to make it happen. Guess what?...

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Signs like this...

Signs. I don't know what's with signs that they are so hard ignore. And if you get them thrice, it's even worse. Like a lipstick stain on your beloved's shirt, it rushes you to question things or perhaps the stain as in the case. Though the example sounds so lame making my dead ancestors come alive just to spit on my blog ( just in case they're stalking), it is actually true. Or to exaggerate, VERY true! What signs are bugging Renuka right now? Well the same old signs I'm getting since the beginning of last year. My inability to teach! Today...

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Zombies and SBE

Let's talk SBE! I never really had an abysmal experience in the past to stop me from doing my School-Based Experience in my home town. Seriously no! Well maybe i've felt like an alien but that's not a huge deal since it's normal when it comes to a new environment and people and stuffs. However that was the past and I tell you what, NOW I have a very strong reason to NEVER come back for another SBE! Why? Let me present to you...

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Easy choices

I don't know how much positivity is left within me to combat what's right in front of me this sole moment. It's not like I refuse to approach things by looking at the bright side but occurrences have convinced me to revaluate my stand. To question the good positivity has brought (if there is). It's so hard. I've been here before, and even worse I've been negative, in fact very negative and pessimistic about things some time ago that...

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Issues like control

“And I told him, I said: "One day you're going to miss the subway because it's not going to come. One of these days, it's going to break down and it's not going to come around and everyone else will just wait for the next one or will take the bus, or walk, or run to the next station: they will go on with their lives. And you're not going to be able to go on with your life! You'll be standing there, in the subway station, staring at the tube. Why?...

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The dire thing

Believe it or not, to feel miserable is way easier than to feel happy. Nearly effortless at times. Isn't it way too impressive how negative things cling to our thoughts? I know. It seems like we love the sinking feeling so much till we can't even help but welcome such misery into our mind and of course our lives. But no harm to this extent. You think, you feel down, ok that's totally acceptable. What's next? Dust it off and move on. We are...

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