The tHinG Is...

The thing about myself is I don’t know what I want, I don’t know what  I need. That is the main reason why I have to stay under the shade of my father for nearly everything. Well, don’t perceive it as a negative statement because I don’t mean it that way. Its certainly something good to have your parents around to guide and help you make decisions. What I am frustrated about is not that. I’m hating completely the disability I have to decide on things in life. I don’t even know. I have my own views  of course but at times..sorry..most...

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WorTh It....

PATIENCE.. Yup patience is the essence of life. This is what I learnt long ago but failed to implement in a long time. We don’t practise what we preach all the time don’t we? I’m not an exception. I tripped so many times due to this; i mean patience, lack of patience. If i were to say that i don’t have it at all then it is eventually a lie. We all are patient bunch you see. The thing is that it doesn’t come all the time. When it happens it happens..Sometimes...

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what else can i say...

People say opportunity knocks once..well, that is the case if the opportunity is there..refusal, undone, acceptance when it comes..Where i went wrong? I grabbed what came my way and i find no reason why i should stand up for things that didn’t cross my path. Opportunity didn’t knock my door but knocked me out. How am i supposed to react? Well, lets make it general..how do you feel  when you deserve something but it just don’t reach you at all?? It is not a mistake that crippled me...it is the opportunity that passed me by like a wind...A...

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I juST wAnNa Be HAPPy...

Someone once told me that you have to choose What you win or lose You can’t have everything Don’t you take chances You might feel the pain Don’t you love in vain ’cause love won’t set you free I can’t stand by the side And watch this life pass me by So unhappy But safe as could be So what if it hurts me? So what it I break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge, My feet run out of ground I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound Don’t care about all the pain in front of me I just trying to be happy I just wanna be happy, yeah Holding...

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TrUSt FadEs HopE

step by step, bit by bit i am being crashed...its not a good start, that i can see..well, who can predict life..when things have to shatter they will..there is no such thing as erasing or corrections, we are not the author of people's choices and intentions..i have been myself even till this moment..deep inside i know i am not a bad person..i don't serve people the "evil" dish..i do what i want but i won't harm others..if i do, i know how to apologize...

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One StEp Down..

my own emotions are killing me ...as usual i don't know what to do...here i am wondering what am i gonna do with my life..i used to be happier, way happy than what i am now..its like i'm transforming back to the passive person i used to be last year..i'm not loving this change. if i were to let this conquer myself than eventually it will push me further down to the ground. realizing the fact that others can't help or co-operate in changing the situation,...

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