DOn'T KNow

i don't even know. well, that is the huge deal for me now..its like i don't even know what i am doing, what i wanna do , what i have  to do! i know i would somehow wind up in this situation, but now i am already there and i don't know what to do ...last night i was holding my phone for probably an hour thinking whether to call or not, today my friends asked me if i wanna go out, and here i am sitting and thinking for about 30 minutes! i so don't...

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losing grip...

i feel soo broken..i cant express it in words..like a shattered glass perhaps. i tried my best to be understanding, think positive, but i seriously failed..i cant accept this whole situation..i just loved him way too much..now i find it soo hard to live without his voice, words, everything.. i just asked for one call or at least a message , is it too much to ask for? am i at fault? you stopped communicating with me of a sudden, without saying anything..all...

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To Kill me!!!

whoaa another 1 day left..saturday i'm going back to t'rganu, afternoon flight from lcct! haiizz when i get there i'm so gonna anticipate the next holiday, counting days..normal! actually i haven't pack any of my things yet..this evening i gotta hit kluang mall for the last shopping..then thats the end! hmm the final semester for english studies i will be doing this stupid novel, to kill a mocking bird! my dad got me the text and the movie as well.....

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HoLidaYs Like WAAATTT.....

Holidays?? yup semester break is reaching its end! excited? well, not really, but to an extent YEAH!!.. back in the campus with friends, lectures, sports...half boring, partially interesting..hmm lets just wait and see whats in store for the final semester of the foundation programme.. got a big final exam waiting..huhu...owhhh ZIP !! no talks about it for now.. still in the holiday mode! *winks* this holidays ? tiring!! exhausting!! yada yada..there...

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NevEr EnDIng FaiRy Tale

lets talk about love..i never thought that i would actually meet someone perfect for me. at the same time, little did i know that things would turn this bad. unpredictable life you see. once you find yourself on top of the world, next moment you find yourself picking up the pieces.. yeah it sucks..sucks to the max.. back to my story, love..i met my true love, once in a lifetime, online..we were not friends for long, we didn't meet before getting...

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