CurtAin FaLLs

Holla everyone!! Its New Year’s eve and I'm pretty sure everyone is excited about stepping to 2011 and exploring the new ventures it has in store. Well, I am certainly excited too. Unfortunately I would be celebrating my New Year in my hostel room. Its OK because this is not the first time since 2010 began in this place as well.  Ok whatever! I don’t have much expectations or changes for 2011. Its just going to be an upgrade from foundation...

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I've forgotten..

My eyes are raining and even my arid dreams have become soaked  My eyes are raining while my sleep cries in the corners of my eyelids My eyes are raining tears fall and my heart aches My eyes are raining as the season of dark clouds and separation approaches I have started to become friends with dark and empty nights Lost in these paths, nothing belongs to me anymore I don't how I endure each passing moment I keep telling myself over and over again I have forgotten you Then why have your memories Made me cry. I can hear the words written...

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SeARChinG is A Sin

It is amazing how every time I think my blogging days are over I bump into this place somehow or the other and end up composing a new blog post. Well, if nothing else, it at least proves I have what it takes to be in a long term relationship (which I’ll be in someday… or not). Anyway, so I don’t have any specific thing to talk about today, neither am I in the mood to go into self reflection or those kinds of serious things so I think I’m just going...

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WaNNa ArGue??

I’ve been wanting to write on my blog since the past so few weeks but I kept pushing away this feeling every time, not because I couldn’t find the time to write or didn’t have anything to write .it’s just that SO much has happened in the past weeks and such amazing things have happened that I didn’t want to do injustice to those events by trying to encapsulate them into a collection of inexpressive words. Ok let me proceed with my core purpose of...

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Felicitous Life

Ok let me update about my holidays. OMG its freaking fun and kinda boring at certain point, hmm like ‘now’! now it makes sense why off a sudden I'm updating my blog right?? Haha so me... the don't-know-what-to-do pose Starting from where it all begins, the end of finals!! Later, I had to spend 3 long days in my hostel room for no reason as exams finished earlier and, we had to obey the rule of the no-words-to-describe IPG of not allowing students...

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One Kind

There’s just one kind of folks in this world. I do truly agree with this notion by Harper lee in To kill A mockingbird. it can be translated in many ways but I choose one angle to  put spotlight on. Taking a trip down the memory lane, we refresh the values we were instilled with when we were young. A vox populi explaining the world! Something that goes like this: there are good people and bad people in the world, the good people get a free ride...

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i Will Se3 Me

Today I'm here, Kneeling down staring into the pond I see a blurred reflection of mine A stone toss and he flies away Short enough I couldn’t admire. Tomorrow I will come, Kneeling down staring into the pond I will see the clear me A stone toss yet he will stay Long enough I could live. Of the more tomorrows to arrive As the new me I relive The yesterday full of asperities RnZIous...

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An End With a 'To b3 cOntiNUed..'

Wow its the end of Foundation programme!!! 1.5 years is OVER just like that. Can’t believe that tomorrow when i board my flight, I will only be back in 2011. Hmm in this 1 and half years I faced many ups and downs, things that changed my life and made decisions that would change my life forever. Next year when I step back to IPG I will be  a B.ed TESL student!! How exciting!! Its like I'm 19 and I will be doing my degree with no worries as there...

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N3xT M33t...

are you proud of it?? At times it really feels sad to reflect back past relationships. It gives a weird feeling, like you put yourself out there so badly and loved some one soo much then it all reaches THE END. Its like ‘who predicted’.  It sucks even more to know that you have been replaced in a nick of time. Later you start thinking back all the odds assuming that everything including the relationship itself was fake, it hurts like hell!...

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We-ThiNk-W3-Kn0w...

Human ego often drives us into this i-think-I-know notion. Its more like a confident attitude of a human being of understanding or perceiving other people’s problems and hardships. Yup, hmm for instance  we look at our friend facing a death in her family and we go there standing aside with an i-know-how-it-feels attitude like we just get into their shoes and walked a decade with it enough to talk on how it feels to her. LAME as it sounds. Is...

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The 'S' Word =s

'FAKE' studying OMG i got damn stressed thinking about exams!!! and tomorrow is the 1st paper, LDS. this is so crazy, feeling like standing on the edge of an active volcano!!!  i was studying, studying, then ended up watching videos on youtube, later once again i started with the same routine and ended up capturing pics!! STRESS... If i fail then this the prove that i 'studied' ok fine, enough of that! i gotta get back to my studying business....

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1.5= 10 ( P3rF3cT0 )

Final Exam??  Not stating the end of the journey but a kick start to a new one. Yeah in two weeks time I will be  DONE with foundation programme. Next year, OMG I'm going to sparkle as a undergraduate of  B.ed TESL (Hons) . Time flies, it seems like I just came to Terengganu but 1.5 years had passed and so many things had taken place. Dramas, break-ups, lost friendships, struggles in adapting yada yada. But yea I'm a better person,...

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20 days is ENOUGH..

Let me laugh first! Hahahahaxx.. wondering why?? Well, its like this, my best friend came to me today just to tell that ‘he’ had moved on with another girl!!!! Hahahaxx my quick response was something like this, ‘he moved on so what?’ Yup, people think I'm still stressed about my past relationship, but the truth is I'm not. I set my priorities right and I am somewhat smart. I got my exams around the corner and I have got no time to mourn over dramas...

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Some daY

Once someone told me it’s not the easy sailing that will make you what you wish to be. Now there are 2 ways either quit wishing to become a wiser person or learn sailing through the stormy weather. I chose the latter and I don’t consider going back on my words or thoughts hence sticking to my now! I don’t want sympathy neither do I want to sail easy. The true test of character is now, today, this moment! And I am ready to face the challenges,...

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iLLuSioN Vs ReaLity

I don’t know why human beings are tuned by default to opt for happiness and maintain a happy disposition. Why is it so necessary to be happy? Why are we required to choose pleasure instead of pain? Honestly speaking, pleasure is so temporary and brief that it can’t be trusted. Pleasure and happiness makes you dependent on it, you are composed and poised just till the time you possess the means which are the provider of sufficient happiness....

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